1 00:00:03,863 --> 00:00:06,480 It shouldn't be a walk of the shame of going home 2 00:00:06,624 --> 00:00:09,057 by wearing the same clothes as the day before when we come home happy. 3 00:00:09,455 --> 00:00:11,815 Why do we find that it is fun to call it that? 4 00:00:24,836 --> 00:00:29,163 Meeting Josh is what is for me The best thing in a long time. 5 00:00:29,284 --> 00:00:32,027 And I feel a change in me. 6 00:00:37,668 --> 00:00:40,383 This is the first time in a long time that I know exactly what I want 7 00:00:40,488 --> 00:00:42,616 and no one will in my way. 8 00:00:45,552 --> 00:00:47,080 Hello. 9 00:00:49,959 --> 00:00:53,407 - What are you doing here? -Jamie and I stayed late. 10 00:00:53,463 --> 00:00:56,456 we knew you wouldn't come back not, so I slept here. 11 00:00:56,536 --> 00:00:59,120 - I hope that's no problem. - Where is Jamie? 12 00:01:00,112 --> 00:01:02,923 - She hasn't come home yet? - No, back from where? 13 00:01:03,059 --> 00:01:05,203 I told him to leave the address, just in case. 14 00:01:05,291 --> 00:01:08,179 - Just in case what? - If something happened, which it won't. 15 00:01:08,235 --> 00:01:11,307 - Where did she go? - She met a guy. 16 00:01:12,260 --> 00:01:16,356 - And you, did you have a good evening? - Which guy? Where did she meet him? 17 00:01:17,396 --> 00:01:18,700 Tinder. 18 00:01:18,852 --> 00:01:21,584 She went to a stranger's house who she met on an app? 19 00:01:22,959 --> 00:01:24,311 Yeah. 20 00:01:26,703 --> 00:01:28,350 Where did you spend the night? 21 00:01:31,294 --> 00:01:34,391 I met a guy 22 00:01:35,423 --> 00:01:38,495 who I might fall in love with. 23 00:01:39,038 --> 00:01:41,022 - It's true ? - Yeah. 24 00:01:41,622 --> 00:01:44,474 He is handsome, intelligent, 25 00:01:44,534 --> 00:01:46,991 older, established, it's a popular architect. 26 00:01:48,027 --> 00:01:50,003 And he has a huge cock. 27 00:01:50,107 --> 00:01:52,163 You found a gay unicorn. 28 00:01:54,211 --> 00:01:57,522 Haven't you seen my belt? I believe that I left it here the other day. 29 00:01:58,507 --> 00:02:03,498 - No. Sorry. - Well, I'm happy for you. 30 00:02:05,839 --> 00:02:07,663 I can't wait to read this. 31 00:02:07,919 --> 00:02:13,063 Do you read my blog? I had forgot I told you about it. 32 00:02:13,351 --> 00:02:17,310 If I can't be in it, it just gets better. 33 00:02:21,343 --> 00:02:23,479 I don't know if I have want to continue. 34 00:02:23,567 --> 00:02:28,303 It was cool at first, but now I feel bad. 35 00:02:28,527 --> 00:02:32,034 - You don't like writing it anymore? - Yes, I love it. 36 00:02:32,771 --> 00:02:35,923 It's the only thing I wrote who really looks like me. 37 00:02:36,027 --> 00:02:38,868 But my readers want sex. 38 00:02:38,940 --> 00:02:43,084 And I'm starting to feel like sleep for them rather than for me. 39 00:02:44,235 --> 00:02:48,705 Either I stop it or I start making up stories. 40 00:02:48,855 --> 00:02:51,632 I don't think that must be so radical. 41 00:02:51,769 --> 00:02:55,504 You can always tell the truth and be yourself. 42 00:02:57,672 --> 00:03:00,551 You're sexy, even without trying. 43 00:03:02,720 --> 00:03:04,126 It's true ? 44 00:03:08,974 --> 00:03:11,141 I go through quite a bit similar tests 45 00:03:11,222 --> 00:03:13,701 and I love seeing how you face it. 46 00:03:13,736 --> 00:03:17,390 That's it. You said you were one bitch when we met. 47 00:03:17,525 --> 00:03:19,876 No, I said that rewarding way. 48 00:03:19,877 --> 00:03:22,422 You said you were ashamed of tell your roommates. 49 00:03:22,492 --> 00:03:24,805 My roommates are sleeping as much as me except that 50 00:03:24,861 --> 00:03:29,886 now we're talking about it. I showed them your blog. 51 00:03:31,038 --> 00:03:33,793 You didn't talk to them from me, right? 52 00:03:33,907 --> 00:03:35,730 Of course not. 53 00:03:37,266 --> 00:03:39,940 - Did you tell Jamie? - No. 54 00:03:39,975 --> 00:03:41,326 Told me what? 55 00:03:42,993 --> 00:03:46,474 - Am I having a bad day? - Where did you spend the night? 56 00:03:46,650 --> 00:03:49,414 - And you ? - Don't change the subject. 57 00:03:49,455 --> 00:03:51,302 I think it's the same subject. 58 00:03:51,454 --> 00:03:54,630 - I met someone. - Me too. 59 00:03:56,039 --> 00:04:00,598 I'm going to go there. You always want go see the show tonight? 60 00:04:00,679 --> 00:04:02,582 Yeah, I'll send you a message. 61 00:04:02,926 --> 00:04:05,043 Hi, Alex. 62 00:04:07,622 --> 00:04:10,595 - Is it not Matt anymore? - There are more hot guys 63 00:04:10,630 --> 00:04:13,283 per square kilometer here that it there are churches here. 64 00:04:13,318 --> 00:04:15,101 Jamie, it's not like home here. 65 00:04:15,136 --> 00:04:18,736 People can be mean and slightly stamped. 66 00:04:18,905 --> 00:04:20,993 You can't trust like that. 67 00:04:21,058 --> 00:04:23,537 I thought it was going to be fun to stay at home. 68 00:04:23,648 --> 00:04:26,048 Like at the chalet every summer. 69 00:04:26,137 --> 00:04:28,024 We were kids. 70 00:04:28,080 --> 00:04:30,538 It was great to grow with you. 71 00:04:30,609 --> 00:04:32,602 Do you remember the tree near the lake 72 00:04:32,637 --> 00:04:36,097 - where Mr. Ponzu lived? - Oh my God, Mr. Ponzu. 73 00:04:36,217 --> 00:04:39,129 - I was obsessed with this toy. - Yeah. 74 00:04:39,185 --> 00:04:43,025 Mom told me you played with everyone days and you wanted to become an astronaut 75 00:04:43,104 --> 00:04:45,177 and you begged them to let go to space camp 76 00:04:45,265 --> 00:04:48,648 and one day the helmet broke and that you never wanted to play with it again. 77 00:04:48,712 --> 00:04:51,192 She had to cancel your camp and that was the end of the story. 78 00:04:51,337 --> 00:04:52,857 It's true. 79 00:04:53,217 --> 00:04:56,258 It wasn't until I was 14 that I knew you invented Mr. Ponzu 80 00:04:56,293 --> 00:04:58,628 for me to play with a broken toy. 81 00:04:59,290 --> 00:05:01,222 You always loved my stories. 82 00:05:01,257 --> 00:05:04,617 It was great to pass time in your world. 83 00:05:05,568 --> 00:05:07,960 Yeah, the version fantasy at least. 84 00:05:08,640 --> 00:05:12,151 Reality has never really reached the level. 85 00:05:14,489 --> 00:05:17,499 Why were you fired? Libra! 86 00:05:17,555 --> 00:05:20,403 - No trivialities? - I want to hear the gossip. 87 00:05:20,501 --> 00:05:23,475 Nick kicked me out on speaker phone. 88 00:05:23,532 --> 00:05:26,019 Oh, like L.A. 89 00:05:26,116 --> 00:05:29,211 I was told it was because you had had an argument with the new editor. 90 00:05:29,274 --> 00:05:32,839 No, they want to start publish more in-depth articles 91 00:05:32,919 --> 00:05:35,351 but leaving me on the videos of adorable little cats. 92 00:05:35,426 --> 00:05:39,455 - Length isn't your thing. - It can be. 93 00:05:39,552 --> 00:05:43,830 I don't want to write about stars of reality TV and fake scandals all my life. 94 00:05:43,878 --> 00:05:45,863 But it's your niche, Alex. 95 00:05:45,936 --> 00:05:49,703 I want to write about ideas and interesting people. 96 00:05:49,807 --> 00:05:52,975 I want to tell the truth. Everything is so wrong now. 97 00:05:53,123 --> 00:05:56,939 I met Jared Silverman yesterday, I didn't know you knew each other. 98 00:05:57,075 --> 00:05:59,051 Oh, and how are you come to talk about me? 99 00:05:59,139 --> 00:06:01,354 - He said you had an affair. - Yeah. 100 00:06:01,389 --> 00:06:04,488 - How is he in bed? - I don't know, fun. 101 00:06:04,552 --> 00:06:07,857 - What else did he say? - Oh you know, nothing important. 102 00:06:10,177 --> 00:06:14,378 I have a very good article on Generation Y in the creative world. 103 00:06:14,413 --> 00:06:18,022 I thought you could help me get through a few phone calls to publish it. 104 00:06:18,134 --> 00:06:20,798 - No. - No ? 105 00:06:20,958 --> 00:06:24,990 - Sorry, Alex. - What ? Why not ? 106 00:06:25,305 --> 00:06:28,346 u just got fired and what's more, 107 00:06:28,381 --> 00:06:31,353 what did you do for me lately? 108 00:06:31,388 --> 00:06:34,658 They see people all the time there, it’s part of their culture. 109 00:06:34,725 --> 00:06:38,181 It reminds me of the evening of this party at the university. 110 00:06:38,252 --> 00:06:42,957 - Of course yes. - Everyone wanted to have you in college. 111 00:06:43,053 --> 00:06:48,533 You know, there really is a kind of power relationship linked to sex. 112 00:06:48,626 --> 00:06:54,434 It was such a feeling having you there, kneeling before me, I will never forget him. 113 00:06:56,825 --> 00:07:01,841 - Well, I need something again. - And you would be... 114 00:07:02,105 --> 00:07:04,841 willing to do what to get it? 115 00:07:07,756 --> 00:07:09,772 Whatever you want. 116 00:07:12,116 --> 00:07:14,677 It's still almost as good. 117 00:07:17,341 --> 00:07:21,013 -Morgan Feathers. - It's been years since I heard that name. 118 00:07:21,085 --> 00:07:24,070 She's back and she's throwing a new publishing empire. 119 00:07:24,125 --> 00:07:27,125 A bit like Arianna Huffington but without the accent 120 00:07:27,253 --> 00:07:29,533 or the gay ex-husband who earns millions. 121 00:07:29,612 --> 00:07:32,141 Now that I think about it, nothing to do with Arianna Huffington. 122 00:07:32,213 --> 00:07:34,925 - Can you introduce me? - Hell, no! 123 00:07:35,006 --> 00:07:37,926 I only do you give the information. 124 00:07:37,961 --> 00:07:40,846 Afterwards, you do what you want. 125 00:07:42,750 --> 00:07:45,782 - Would you have written about me? - What are you talking about? 126 00:07:45,886 --> 00:07:47,598 You know what I'm talking about. 127 00:07:48,206 --> 00:07:52,289 If I had let you suck me, here in the toilet. 128 00:07:52,366 --> 00:07:54,529 Listen, I don't see what you want to talk about. 129 00:07:54,617 --> 00:07:58,514 Jared Silverman told me well other little things about you. 130 00:07:58,586 --> 00:08:02,042 -And what did he say? - He told me to read your blog. 131 00:08:02,098 --> 00:08:04,858 - Which blog? - He sent me the link. 132 00:08:04,946 --> 00:08:08,918 It looks like you're putting all your energy into writing porn now. 133 00:08:08,953 --> 00:08:12,891 I know Jared thinks It's my blog, but it's not me. 134 00:08:13,003 --> 00:08:15,770 I believe it and I don't think it's very good 135 00:08:15,915 --> 00:08:19,706 for us to describe gays as if they only thought about sex. 136 00:08:20,093 --> 00:08:23,347 I don't write about gays, I only write about myself. 137 00:08:23,428 --> 00:08:26,118 And it's the only job where I can be honest for the moment, 138 00:08:26,153 --> 00:08:29,314 I'm not ashamed of it. And Jared Silverman 139 00:08:29,349 --> 00:08:32,476 has a very small dick. This is how he is in bed. 140 00:08:46,259 --> 00:08:48,787 - Good morning. - I can help you ? 141 00:08:48,859 --> 00:08:51,635 Yes, my name is Alex, what about you? 142 00:08:53,748 --> 00:08:55,603 Joseph Patrick. 143 00:08:56,587 --> 00:08:58,119 Hello, Joseph. 144 00:08:58,643 --> 00:09:02,639 I was hoping to be able to talk five minutes with Morgan Feathers. 145 00:09:03,087 --> 00:09:05,942 I'm a writer at Gawker and Harris Whitman sent me. 146 00:09:06,167 --> 00:09:08,351 - Do you know Harris? - Yeah. 147 00:09:08,694 --> 00:09:11,515 I'm going to see what I can do. 148 00:09:14,879 --> 00:09:16,635 I have a writer here for you. 149 00:09:16,772 --> 00:09:19,063 You went looking for my blueberry juice? 150 00:09:19,247 --> 00:09:22,790 Sorry, I didn't mean to leave the phone while you were there. 151 00:09:22,866 --> 00:09:27,282 No matter. It's so complicated what's it like to do several things at once? 152 00:09:31,024 --> 00:09:33,488 Sorry, she won't have the weather today. 153 00:09:33,543 --> 00:09:37,880 Could you leave us your tests and Will we call you to sort something out? 154 00:09:38,772 --> 00:09:40,096 All right. 155 00:09:46,540 --> 00:09:48,704 I will accompany you. 156 00:09:58,599 --> 00:10:02,328 - Are there toilets on this floor? -On the other side of these doors. 157 00:10:02,424 --> 00:10:05,444 I would show you but you have to let me go get some juice downstairs. 158 00:10:05,580 --> 00:10:07,915 I understand, thank you. 159 00:10:29,231 --> 00:10:31,045 - Good morning. - Excuse me for barging in, 160 00:10:31,080 --> 00:10:33,732 - there was no one outside. - I can help you ? 161 00:10:33,916 --> 00:10:38,240 I worked at Gawker for two years, but I just left them to work freelance. 162 00:10:38,569 --> 00:10:41,441 I love your new site and I would really like to join the team. 163 00:10:41,496 --> 00:10:43,721 Oh, thank you, you are bold. Sit down. 164 00:10:43,956 --> 00:10:45,273 THANKS. 165 00:10:47,535 --> 00:10:49,936 - Are these your tests? - Yes. 166 00:10:50,128 --> 00:10:55,320 Oh, my God, paper, I love paper. My eyes get tired from staring at the screen. 167 00:11:03,640 --> 00:11:05,033 Good. 168 00:11:09,043 --> 00:11:13,504 You clearly grasp the harsh reality 169 00:11:13,553 --> 00:11:16,752 young singles in New York and I admire your heart 170 00:11:16,824 --> 00:11:18,951 but that's not what which suits our site. 171 00:11:19,072 --> 00:11:21,824 - Why not ? - Have you read our site? 172 00:11:21,928 --> 00:11:24,184 Yes, these are exactly the ones I want to write for, 173 00:11:24,224 --> 00:11:26,312 intelligent women who want to have it all. 174 00:11:26,616 --> 00:11:29,072 Your 4:30 a.m. customer is early 175 00:11:29,181 --> 00:11:31,421 and your nanny wants to know if she should stay to put the baby to bed 176 00:11:31,556 --> 00:11:34,084 or if you want me to go to your apartment to take care of it for me? 177 00:11:34,388 --> 00:11:36,996 Okay, could you make her wait? We're almost done here. THANKS. 178 00:11:37,100 --> 00:11:38,404 THANKS. 179 00:11:39,865 --> 00:11:42,074 He wears bangs, Isn’t that cute? 180 00:11:42,109 --> 00:11:46,286 I love my gays, oh my God. My first secretary, 181 00:11:46,391 --> 00:11:50,456 a long time ago, when our offices were in Varrick Street, 182 00:11:50,528 --> 00:11:54,008 he was too funny. During the lunch break, 183 00:11:54,043 --> 00:11:58,796 he was going to have sex on the piers and he told me fantastic stories. 184 00:11:58,831 --> 00:12:01,652 It was incredible, he obsessed me. 185 00:12:01,765 --> 00:12:04,557 Now he's getting married and have a child. 186 00:12:04,637 --> 00:12:07,029 It's not as fun as it used to be. 187 00:12:08,084 --> 00:12:11,537 But you can't be so honest in this profession. 188 00:12:12,625 --> 00:12:18,145 I need ten things that inspire my readers and give them hope. 189 00:12:18,321 --> 00:12:21,458 Then they have to click on an advertisement. 190 00:12:21,705 --> 00:12:24,513 - Yeah, that's not really what I do. - Yes. 191 00:12:24,842 --> 00:12:27,514 If you change your mind, we don't pay, 192 00:12:27,614 --> 00:12:31,365 but you can send me whatever you want and we'll see if we can publish you. 193 00:12:33,709 --> 00:12:35,050 THANKS. 194 00:12:36,353 --> 00:12:40,334 Constanza. How is my baby? 195 00:12:41,038 --> 00:12:42,798 Did she poop? 196 00:12:49,147 --> 00:12:51,306 I hope I don't have you didn't get into trouble. 197 00:12:51,434 --> 00:12:54,330 She looked happy. It went well. 198 00:12:54,483 --> 00:12:55,946 Well, nice to meet you. 199 00:12:56,915 --> 00:12:58,586 I will accompany you. 200 00:13:09,650 --> 00:13:12,475 Oh, my God, I am so stressed. 201 00:13:19,798 --> 00:13:21,838 Morgan Feathers' office. 202 00:13:22,134 --> 00:13:24,726 Of course, one second, I will transfer you. 203 00:13:25,303 --> 00:13:28,623 You see that I manage to do several things at the same time, Morgan. 204 00:13:39,610 --> 00:13:41,706 It always annoys me to receive long messages. 205 00:13:41,949 --> 00:13:44,398 And it's not for nothing that we invented emoticons. 206 00:13:44,518 --> 00:13:47,535 Why write a paragraph when you can just make a face? 207 00:13:47,662 --> 00:13:51,654 But I had so much to say to Josh and I had to see him. 208 00:13:51,759 --> 00:13:55,639 I had to find the right words so that he takes me seriously. 209 00:14:03,829 --> 00:14:07,028 - Can we stop at the grocery store? - Yes, I need some coconut water. 210 00:14:07,164 --> 00:14:10,653 - I'll go. -How was it with Reese? 211 00:14:11,892 --> 00:14:13,636 This is exactly what I needed. 212 00:14:16,437 --> 00:14:18,952 - Is it me or is he weird? - A little. 213 00:14:20,821 --> 00:14:23,392 I believe that I am addicted to SoulCycle. 214 00:14:23,457 --> 00:14:26,984 - You're just in love with Tyler. - I could do it to myself if I wanted to. 215 00:14:27,082 --> 00:14:31,161 - What ? Don't you think so? - Do you want me to be honest? 216 00:14:31,265 --> 00:14:34,525 Tommy, you are my best friend. I don't have absolutely don't want you to be honest. 217 00:14:34,560 --> 00:14:36,457 I want you to tell me this that I want to hear. 218 00:14:36,458 --> 00:14:39,864 It's just a very good session cycling, we all have our hormones racing. 219 00:14:39,912 --> 00:14:43,276 It's not just a session cycling is a way of life. 220 00:14:44,948 --> 00:14:46,669 Do you find that I am unhappy? 221 00:14:46,892 --> 00:14:49,029 - Do you want me to be honest? - No. 222 00:14:49,329 --> 00:14:50,923 Where do you get that from? 223 00:14:50,958 --> 00:14:53,900 Do you think sex can be a destructive force? 224 00:14:53,935 --> 00:14:58,195 Can it make you unhappy or Is this just one of the symptoms? 225 00:14:58,299 --> 00:15:00,683 - Good God, are you okay? - I don't know. 226 00:15:00,779 --> 00:15:03,636 I met someone which goes to my head. 227 00:15:05,220 --> 00:15:07,667 I think sex, It's just sex. 228 00:15:07,702 --> 00:15:09,692 It can be used for do good or evil, 229 00:15:09,727 --> 00:15:14,668 but it is above all an animal instinct and we built society on the idea of controlling it. 230 00:15:15,364 --> 00:15:17,056 You really lost me there. 231 00:15:17,592 --> 00:15:20,538 Okay, so yes, sex can be a destructive force. 232 00:15:21,626 --> 00:15:25,516 But only because of the way we use it, not because it is inherently bad. 233 00:15:25,517 --> 00:15:27,369 Okay, enough honesty. 234 00:15:28,036 --> 00:15:31,587 - Do you want to go for a drink? - No, not this time. 235 00:15:31,622 --> 00:15:33,863 - Are you having food delivered? - No. 236 00:15:33,898 --> 00:15:36,334 I'll wait and see what Josh has planned. 237 00:15:36,369 --> 00:15:40,644 - This guy tamed the beast, huh? - We'll see. 238 00:15:44,513 --> 00:15:46,938 - Hey. - Hi. 239 00:15:47,945 --> 00:15:49,882 What are you doing here? 240 00:15:50,146 --> 00:15:54,146 - Did I give you an STD? - No. 241 00:15:54,314 --> 00:15:56,506 Wait, what? Do you have anything? 242 00:15:56,659 --> 00:16:00,266 - No. - I just came to see you. 243 00:16:01,330 --> 00:16:04,179 - I'm at work a bit now. - I know. 244 00:16:04,258 --> 00:16:07,169 - I wanted to show you something. - All right. 245 00:16:17,486 --> 00:16:19,549 You inspired me. 246 00:16:21,413 --> 00:16:25,677 - Great. - You were right. I had to do it. 247 00:16:26,950 --> 00:16:30,734 It's great. Excellent work. 248 00:16:31,030 --> 00:16:34,662 Look, they don't really want to that we talk while we work, 249 00:16:34,698 --> 00:16:37,146 They're pretty uptight about it anyway. 250 00:16:37,386 --> 00:16:42,625 - Do you want to buy something? - No, I just wanted to show you this. 251 00:16:43,257 --> 00:16:47,146 - That's great. - Do you want to come to our house this weekend? 252 00:16:48,338 --> 00:16:52,378 This weekend I'm very busy, can I send you a message? 253 00:16:53,170 --> 00:16:56,249 All right. Yes, send me a message. 254 00:16:56,358 --> 00:16:59,183 Great. See you later. 255 00:17:12,070 --> 00:17:14,350 I hate you to the highest degree. 256 00:17:14,462 --> 00:17:17,645 - I'm so glad you're visiting me. - I don't want to be here. 257 00:17:17,693 --> 00:17:21,194 No, seriously, you are the most charming guy I've ever slept with. 258 00:17:21,270 --> 00:17:23,650 I can no longer have sex. 259 00:17:25,172 --> 00:17:26,578 How so ? 260 00:17:27,890 --> 00:17:30,642 Sex was my favorite thing in the world. 261 00:17:30,727 --> 00:17:33,405 It was like a switch which was turning off my brain. 262 00:17:33,478 --> 00:17:36,453 It silenced all voice and I no longer thought of anything. 263 00:17:36,511 --> 00:17:39,642 - I understand. - And since you went to my head, 264 00:17:39,698 --> 00:17:43,398 I can't find the switch anymore, I think about what I'm doing. 265 00:17:43,522 --> 00:17:47,046 You ruined the best thing in my life. 266 00:17:47,885 --> 00:17:49,614 Is it an apology you want? 267 00:17:49,869 --> 00:17:53,422 I don't think it changes anything. I would like to get it back but 268 00:17:53,454 --> 00:17:55,958 I don't think you have a vegan time machine. 269 00:18:00,500 --> 00:18:02,351 The other day, why did you say that you think I'm unhappy? 270 00:18:02,386 --> 00:18:04,156 - Because you are. - What do you know? 271 00:18:04,191 --> 00:18:07,037 - Is that why you're here? - You are wrong. 272 00:18:07,072 --> 00:18:09,308 - Okay, I'm wrong. - GOOD. 273 00:18:09,343 --> 00:18:10,829 Great. 274 00:18:13,201 --> 00:18:17,065 - So why did you say that? - Because it's true. 275 00:18:17,241 --> 00:18:19,721 You reek of distress. 276 00:18:19,968 --> 00:18:23,866 You hate your job, your life and probably your friends. 277 00:18:23,961 --> 00:18:27,793 And then you get high, you take drugs and you have unprotected sex 278 00:18:27,871 --> 00:18:31,633 thinking that by leaving everything in the hands of another, you will go 279 00:18:31,637 --> 00:18:36,914 maybe so. Or that you will receive a sign. Or maybe someone will stop you. 280 00:18:37,485 --> 00:18:39,820 - Who ? - Who knows? 281 00:18:39,948 --> 00:18:42,932 God, Vishnu, Milton Friedman. 282 00:18:43,060 --> 00:18:44,473 What you believe in, 283 00:18:44,508 --> 00:18:46,750 you wait for him to tell you if you are good or bad. 284 00:18:46,785 --> 00:18:49,278 And in the meantime, you don't assume no responsibility. 285 00:18:49,313 --> 00:18:51,463 What makes you believe that about me? 286 00:18:51,464 --> 00:18:54,048 - Tell me I'm wrong. - You are wrong! 287 00:18:54,083 --> 00:18:56,776 All the members of my body tell me you're wrong. 288 00:18:56,811 --> 00:18:59,055 Not all. 289 00:19:10,672 --> 00:19:12,937 What are you going to do of your new creation? 290 00:19:12,972 --> 00:19:18,673 I don't know. It was fun to make but just one piece doesn't do much for me. 291 00:19:19,753 --> 00:19:21,945 - Are you finished? - Yes. 292 00:19:23,405 --> 00:19:26,036 - Do you want dessert? - Yeah. 293 00:19:34,230 --> 00:19:39,702 Leave alone. Fuck me like you have fucked this kid the other night. 294 00:19:40,065 --> 00:19:43,381 You want me to pound you while I take it don't care what you feel? 295 00:19:43,653 --> 00:19:48,058 - Yes. It's so beastly. - All right. 296 00:20:02,906 --> 00:20:06,081 Oh no. Grandma's vase. 297 00:20:06,225 --> 00:20:09,818 - Honey, I'm sorry. - I can't believe we're so stupid. 298 00:20:09,966 --> 00:20:12,471 Should we really do this here? 299 00:20:14,166 --> 00:20:16,094 Sorry, grandmother. 300 00:20:20,778 --> 00:20:22,986 Why am I attracted to you? 301 00:20:23,602 --> 00:20:26,962 - If I knew... - That doesn't make any sense. 302 00:20:27,058 --> 00:20:30,083 - It won't lead to anything. - Come here. 303 00:20:30,203 --> 00:20:33,794 - I have to get out of here. - I said come here. 304 00:20:59,594 --> 00:21:03,262 - I missed you. - Who are you talking about? 305 00:21:03,263 --> 00:21:04,663 Of both of you. 306 00:21:05,001 --> 00:21:07,874 I'm still recovering from my day, do you want something to drink? 307 00:21:07,909 --> 00:21:09,549 Yes, please. 308 00:21:10,055 --> 00:21:12,655 - How was your day? - Let's avoid talking about our days. 309 00:21:12,690 --> 00:21:15,865 - Why not ? - It's so banal. 310 00:21:15,965 --> 00:21:18,645 Although I am happy to hear that your day was rough. 311 00:21:18,749 --> 00:21:21,558 I began to wonder if I was going to hear from you. 312 00:21:21,693 --> 00:21:24,733 Sorry for not responding sooner, I didn't know when I would be finished. 313 00:21:24,828 --> 00:21:26,668 But I wanted to see you too. 314 00:21:28,091 --> 00:21:30,837 - Josh, listen. - Uh oh. 315 00:21:31,069 --> 00:21:34,590 No, it's not an uh oh. I hope anyway. 316 00:21:37,143 --> 00:21:39,935 I'm ready for this, I made up my mind. 317 00:21:40,055 --> 00:21:43,415 - Ready for what? - For a relationship. 318 00:21:43,504 --> 00:21:47,958 I want a companion and maybe a husband. 319 00:21:48,086 --> 00:21:51,279 I know we just met. 320 00:21:51,414 --> 00:21:55,891 I don't want to say right away, I just need to know if it's possible. 321 00:21:58,467 --> 00:22:04,146 Hey. It rained all week in Fire Island so I'm back. 322 00:22:09,515 --> 00:22:12,652 - I'm really stupid. - Alex, wait. Alex. 323 00:22:14,280 --> 00:22:15,984 Alex. 324 00:22:17,953 --> 00:22:21,377 I throw a very good toy with a broken helmet. 325 00:22:21,553 --> 00:22:27,268 My fantasy life is incredible but It’s time to face reality. 326 00:22:30,584 --> 00:22:33,496 - I'm glad you came back. - Who is that? 327 00:22:33,531 --> 00:22:36,262 Listen, I didn't know when to talk about it, but... 328 00:22:36,297 --> 00:22:38,271 - You have a boyfriend. - No, no. 329 00:22:38,306 --> 00:22:41,133 We were together before, but we're just roommates. 330 00:22:42,729 --> 00:22:45,290 Why do you live still together? 331 00:22:45,492 --> 00:22:50,892 We both loved the apartment but we couldn't afford it alone. 332 00:22:52,604 --> 00:22:54,747 Why didn't you tell me? 333 00:22:56,642 --> 00:22:57,954 Well... 334 00:22:59,244 --> 00:23:03,159 - Because I'm 38 years old. - What does that have to do with it? 335 00:23:04,039 --> 00:23:06,904 I'm not where I am imagined myself being at that age. 336 00:23:07,064 --> 00:23:09,328 I'm even far from it. 337 00:23:10,000 --> 00:23:13,747 - You have this image of me. - It was you who gave me this image. 338 00:23:15,240 --> 00:23:16,988 Don't pay any attention to me. 339 00:23:19,563 --> 00:23:21,619 I just want to go out with an adult. 340 00:23:23,459 --> 00:23:25,508 Do you want to be an adult? 341 00:23:26,554 --> 00:23:27,924 Ouch. 342 00:23:33,831 --> 00:23:38,015 I don't know. I had the impression that it was time to try. 343 00:23:39,479 --> 00:23:43,238 I'm getting older but my dreams are fading away. 344 00:23:43,680 --> 00:23:48,842 I think being an adult means that you let yourself be guided by your dreams, 345 00:23:48,955 --> 00:23:53,083 while being able to face reality. 346 00:23:53,707 --> 00:23:55,979 I'm living my dream. 347 00:23:56,843 --> 00:24:00,730 But the reality is much more complicated than I thought. 348 00:24:01,218 --> 00:24:03,003 Don't tell me that. 349 00:24:05,239 --> 00:24:08,197 Oh my God, no wonder Morgan has refused to publish this article. 350 00:24:08,270 --> 00:24:11,810 - Who is Morgan? - An editor. 351 00:24:11,938 --> 00:24:16,858 I tried to tell the truth in an article and she hated it. 352 00:24:18,882 --> 00:24:21,993 It's hard to know when to say truth and when to abstain. 353 00:24:28,089 --> 00:24:30,878 I have had many reports since that I am single 354 00:24:31,006 --> 00:24:33,082 and I write a very blog popular on sex. 355 00:24:34,099 --> 00:24:37,940 It's true ? Can I read it? 356 00:24:39,203 --> 00:24:43,491 Yes, but you're in it. 357 00:24:44,683 --> 00:24:47,027 - It's true ? - Yes. 358 00:24:49,567 --> 00:24:51,880 I call you King Kong. 359 00:24:53,904 --> 00:24:57,487 - Are you making me a good guy? - Yeah. 360 00:24:58,519 --> 00:25:01,265 You are the man of my dreams. 361 00:25:02,687 --> 00:25:04,871 Well if I disappoint you in real life, 362 00:25:04,951 --> 00:25:08,223 you can always continue to write the imaginary version. 363 00:25:08,224 --> 00:25:12,591 No, I want to learn to know you, the real you. 364 00:25:15,103 --> 00:25:18,346 And what will happen when you discover things you don't like? 365 00:25:20,386 --> 00:25:23,595 Hold my hand while I learn to accept reality? 366 00:25:25,219 --> 00:25:27,011 I can do that. 367 00:25:28,203 --> 00:25:30,358 And you, continue to tell the truth. 368 00:25:32,839 --> 00:25:35,655 I think you are Mr. Ponzu. 369 00:25:37,950 --> 00:25:42,910 - That's a compliment, isn't it? - Yes, and a big one. 370 00:25:47,898 --> 00:25:52,195 You want to make food or go to the bedroom? 371 00:25:53,907 --> 00:25:57,714 - Can we do both? - Yeah. 372 00:25:58,155 --> 00:26:00,083 GOOD. 373 00:26:05,442 --> 00:26:10,279 That's me. Honest and imperfect. 374 00:26:12,454 --> 00:26:16,389 And that’s something something completely new. 375 00:26:16,390 --> 00:26:19,441 French version: maskou2002 for www.addic7ed.com